I need serious prayer for the condition of my soul. I know that I’ve turned from God time and time again. I prayed for salvation as a child and grew up in the church, but not knowing my bible, having obsessive compulsive disorder young (which literally everyone in my mothers family had), and the fear of man led me into heavy heavy sin. I’m devoting myself to the truths of scripture. My long time abusers convinced me that God had rejected me and that I was awful. Please pray I have the faith and ability to repent and turn from sin. My most serious condition is having pet sins while feeling calloused with them. Please please pray for my standing before God. For God to hear my prayers and change my heart.