Michele Gyselinck
I am a 62-year-old woman. I was born in Montreal and grew up in a western suburb of the city. I became a confessing member of the local CRC, First Christian Reformed Church of Monreal on May 15, 1977, so this year will be the 43rd anniversary of that event. I have two B.A.s, one in LInguistics and the other in English Studies with a Major in Professional Writing in English. I developed schizophrenia around the age of 28.
Posted in: Arthritis Is a Disability, Not a Crime
Yikes! That's awful. Doctors can be real jerks sometimes, not to say something worse. It goes to remind us that they are sinners too. In fact, my mom, age 92, who worked with doctors as a social workers often says that they are business people in white coats because many of them go into medicine for the money, and compassion for patients is mostly an afterthought.
Posted in: Can I Share a Story?
I have been keeping a prayer journal for decades already. I hope the volumes interest someone after I'm gone.
Posted in: To Give Thanks and Take My Meds
I've been taking pills since I was five months old because of congenital hypothyroidism--basically my thyroid gland did not function, so the hormones it would normally secrete had to be replaced by synthetic ones. Since then I started taking meds for depression, then later for schizophrenia, cholesterol, blood pressure, diabetes Type 2, and some to counteract the side effects of other meds. While I know that God could heal or cure any of our ailments, Jesus did not cure all the sick people when He was on earth. And please note that healing and curing are not perfect synonyms. God CAN heal us emotionally even if He doesn't choose to cure us, anymore than He didn't cure Paul of his thorn in the flesh. And nowhere is it written that He blamed Paul for his lack of faith. God chooses to let Christians suffer from physical ailments as a consequence of original sin so we know what the rest of the world has to live with. WE should be thankful that meds exist to help people live out their lives and not always make it an issue of having enough faith.
Posted in: Remembering the Polytechnique Massacre
Just to point out a fact, Marc Lépine had only one sister. Both of them died before their mother who is still alive. His sister whose name I don't know died of a drug overdose some years after him.
Posted in: The Master Tailor
As sewing has never been my forte, that doesn't mean a great deal to me, but I like to paint. While oil painting allows more time to finish a painting, I have had to stick to acrylics because of the smell. Oil paint has a strong smell, and it lasts a long time. That's great if you have a spare room in which to paint and you can close the door after a session, but I don't. I only have a one-bedroom apartment, which means I paint in the living-room kitchen part of my condo, and the smell of oil paint gave me headaches, so I had to switch back to acrylic paint.
Acrylic is odorless, but it dries quickly, so I had to learn to paint fast. While there are products to slow down the drying process, they still don't allow as much time as painting with oils would. But fortunately, by the time I started doing representational work--that means you can tell what the painting is about--I had perfected my technique of working with spatulas. If you want to see some of the results look up my page.
Posted in: Five Things to Know About Kinism
GOOD! Kinism makes no sense whatsoever.
Posted in: The Master Tailor
Dear Linda, If you'd like to try acrylics you can find them in art supply stores. They come in varying degrees of viscosity depending on how you want to spread them on your canvas. Personally, since I paint with spatulas, I use the high viscosity sort. Low or medium viscosity would be too runny for my needs. The higher the viscosity the thicker and more substantial the paint, so it stays where you put it.
Posted in: Five Things to Know About Kinism
I feel no such temptation.
Posted in: The Master Tailor
Yes, well, I get that. I haven't done a painting in ages either, but it wasn't because of a job's requirements. All sorts of things got in the way. I would have liked to share some more in this space but I can't. It only allows for text. Maybe the administrators could figure out a way to add images in here....?
Posted in: Listening to Chris: The Mutual Path of Accommodation
Yes, I'm not a big fan of them myself. I'd rather paint pictures than try to put an existing one back together, but once is a while I will try to fit a piece in.
When I set up to paint, I put music on my sound system that plays in a loop, and then I choose my colors and more or less go in a trance, but that hasn't happened in AGES. There's a guy south of the border that has been rendering me ineffective in most of my endeavors, and now I have another distraction. It's eight-weeks-old, walks on all fours, weighs two pounds and his name is Whisky. He is also in the process of toilet training, and I'm trying to figure out what sort of treats would entice him to go on the pipipad to do his business.
Posted in: An Unusual Sensitivity
People are selfish. I guess the reason they don't want to turn off their phones is because having inactive phone makes them feel important. I hope that your church does not also use a computer and projector because if so, even if people turned their phones off, that technology would still affect you. Our church does.
Posted in: A Foolish and Dangerous Assertion
The point of the de-institutionalization was that community support resources were supposed to follow the discharge of psychiatric patients into the community, but those resources never followed the patients. That's why so many of them are homeless. Another problem, especially in the U.S.A. is that access to healthcare is expensive unless you have insurance. I understand that Medicaid is supposed to provide that for those who cannot afford to buy insurance, but I saw a program years ago in which a pregnant young woman looking for an ob/gyn was turned down when she mentioned that she was on Medicaid, so apparently its not that easy for poor people to get treatment for their mental illness, and most people who have mental illnesses are poor.
In Canada the issues are different, and access to doctors and medications varies from one province the next, so its very difficult to generalize.