Thank you for this explanation of high handed sin. I believe this is what I have done. In May of 2017, I screamed at my ex-husband "MAY GOD STRIKE ME DEAD IF I AM LYING" and I was lying after he confronted me about having an affair. Immediately, I felt a pop go off inside my body and from that point until today the time has stopped (there is not difference in today and 3,000 years ago). 24 hours feels like 1,000 years I don't know how to describe it any better than that. The time does not move for me even though the days begin and end. Also, I have lost everything and am homeless with literally the shirt on my back. I lost husband, 3 children, business, cars, house, furniture, health insurance, job, friends and have alienated all family members. I did not repent of this at the time because I did not recognize what happened to me at first and continued on telling lies about anything and everything that I questioned about. It has been 2.5 years since that happened and I am now disabled and can't walk or stand for any given amount of time and have a terrible smell and sweat profusely no matter how many showers I take. I can't be near any heat or fire of any kind and I am reminded that I am going to be chopped up and burn for eternity. I am fearful that the Living God has cut me off and left me. There are constant blasphemies in my head. Please advise? I want to repent and be in the favor of God. I was raised a Christian and got caught up in drugs, alcohol and wordly devices. I want to repent and get whatever this curse if off of me. Can you help?
Thank you for your encouraging words, I will contact someone local. I do want to say that I have been researcing what I have done and it says I swore an oath and God does not forgive that. He holds you accountable. James 5:12 and Matthew 5:33
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Thank you for this explanation of high handed sin. I believe this is what I have done. In May of 2017, I screamed at my ex-husband "MAY GOD STRIKE ME DEAD IF I AM LYING" and I was lying after he confronted me about having an affair. Immediately, I felt a pop go off inside my body and from that point until today the time has stopped (there is not difference in today and 3,000 years ago). 24 hours feels like 1,000 years I don't know how to describe it any better than that. The time does not move for me even though the days begin and end. Also, I have lost everything and am homeless with literally the shirt on my back. I lost husband, 3 children, business, cars, house, furniture, health insurance, job, friends and have alienated all family members. I did not repent of this at the time because I did not recognize what happened to me at first and continued on telling lies about anything and everything that I questioned about. It has been 2.5 years since that happened and I am now disabled and can't walk or stand for any given amount of time and have a terrible smell and sweat profusely no matter how many showers I take. I can't be near any heat or fire of any kind and I am reminded that I am going to be chopped up and burn for eternity. I am fearful that the Living God has cut me off and left me. There are constant blasphemies in my head. Please advise? I want to repent and be in the favor of God. I was raised a Christian and got caught up in drugs, alcohol and wordly devices. I want to repent and get whatever this curse if off of me. Can you help?
Posted in: What Is a "High-Handed" Sin and Why Should the Church Care?
Jeffrey,
Thank you for your encouraging words, I will contact someone local. I do want to say that I have been researcing what I have done and it says I swore an oath and God does not forgive that. He holds you accountable. James 5:12 and Matthew 5:33